hmmmm.....

here to update le..

on sundae..
end wrk at 5pm..
shiou come find me den we buy some things jiu go jack hse for steamboat le...

haha...

den gt andy n one of his fren dat i noe(duno his name) come...

overall..... it was fun n enjoyable...
for e 1st tym during my hols i've enjoyed tis much..

haha...

on mon,

went meet shiou n watch jumper at amk hub de cathay,waste of tym,e movie not so gd as expected..

nvm..

on tues,
wrk frm 7am-3pm..

den went amk hub again wif andy toh watch L changed the world..
it was quite a nice movie bahx..

haha..

next up will most prob go watch meet the spartans,10000BC n ironman..

haha..

anyway..

todae wrk frm 7am-3pm..
wrk was fcukin slack.. nth much to do...kip walkin ard lyk nobody business..

haha..

n thks for all e wrk aunties whu kip askin me abt my leg pain as well as whether i'm feelin better liao le ma...

i've almost recover fully liao le....
haha...

sianz..

tml wrkin again...

bored.....

nth much to sae le...

tinking of U every moment...
29 Jan... e dae i fall in love wif u.... =) 10:21 PM

hmmm..

nth much to update todae..
went wrk frm 7am-5pm..

though left ankle still feelin pain wif every step dat i take..
as well as feelin sick..

tml morning nid go wrk..

haiz..

hopefully i can tahan till 5pm..

nw is jus wait for tml after wrk gt jack hse for steamboat...
n it's sure be very fun....
haha..

gg off to slp le..

i will prove myself to wad i said on 29 Jan to someone... 11:00 PM

hmmmm...


here to blog liao le...

feelin sickly since ytd..

forced myself to went wrk frm 7am-2pm today...

luckily wrk was ok....
tml wrkin again...

sianz..

feelin sick is not a gd thing for me..
haiz...

hopefully can tahan again tml bahx...

nth much to say le bahx...

to all those spammers out there...

spam for all u wan bahx..
better dun let me find out whu r u...
u're jus some pathetic fella...
n e reason y i reply u is jus to provide some entertainment for U...

get it??? 9:06 PM

hmmmm.....

tis song is e best of all by Liang Jin Ru...
n it's also touching...

11:34 AM

hmmmm.....


here to blog awhile liao le..

will b wrking frm 2-10pm todae...
hopefully can slack at wrk later bahx...

haha...

ytd nite went compass meet shiou n i finally bought my sandals liao le...
haha...

tml meetin jack n his frens for dinner buffet at dunno which hotel near city hall..
gg to burn a big hole in my pocket liao le..

hopefully it's worth it bahx..

n either fri or sat gg to watch movie wif shiou n sun gg to jac hse for steamboat dinner after wrk..... haha...

i'm lovin it....

hmmmm.....

trying to get my life back on track nw is wad dat matters to me nw le..
but most importantly...

i nid to get myself back up to start running again....
been slacking way too much n gaining weight in e process...

hopefully i can do it bahx....

=) 10:49 AM

hmmmm...

here to blog liao le...

anyway...
went wrk frm 7am-2pm todae...

wrk was ultra slack...

haha..

i'm lovin it..

kip on di-siaoing one aunty
haha..

anyway after wrk went meet shiou den go kovan den ard 6plus meet andy at ps to watch CJ7..
it's damn nice..

haha..

after dat eat dinner den ard 9.30pm trained hme frm doby..

haha..

tml n tues off frm wrk..
can rest liao le...

yeah...

dat's all for nw le bahx... 11:49 PM

oh FCUK....

mus i force myself to be a bad person n walk out of e shadow of my good self????

wth...

things arent going e way when i'm being nice to pple...

wth...

i'm burning wif anger nw.....

i hate it when things aren't gg my way..... 10:30 PM

haiz..

finally exams r over liao le..

today's paper was a killer...
wth..

watever e case,wad's done is done, cant do much liao le...

nw is jus prayin will pass all bahx....
n graduate bahx..

wadever e case, i've tried my best liao le..

no more regrets liao le..

fate is jus too cruel on me le bahx...
b4 my final exams give me tis kind of matters...
affectin my mood badly..
haiz..

so nw is hols liao le..
dun haf any plans yet...

most probably is wrk bahx..

nth much le..

dat's all for nw le bahx.. 11:07 AM

haiz....

did badly for e paper todae for vacuum tech n RF plasma..
most probably will fail tis module n retain for next sem le bahx..
unless a great big miracle happen bahx..

no longer haf such high hopes liao le bahx..

my mood is still not back yet..
havin another impt paper tml liao le...
but lack e fire to study bahx....

tym is running out for me liao le bahx..
not much tym left for me...

hopefully i can get my fire back soon bahx..

haiz...


y is fate so cruel to me???

haiz. 8:43 PM

perhaps...

i shld only b gd to those pple whu deserve it...

perhaps....

i shld learn to be more ruthless towards some pple liao le bahx...

perhaps.....

it's time i show e real me.....

tml startin exams liao le...

till nw,i'm still lacking e mood to revise for it....
tym is running out for me le..

haiz...

dunno wat else to say le.... 3:21 PM

haiz...

still feelin moodless nw..

tml havin exams liao le..
but no mood to study...

if only my prediction for tis yr is not so accurate...
hw i wish things could at least go well a bit for me tis yr...

haiz...

fate is playin a cruel joke on me... 10:10 AM

no one will ever understand hw i'm feelin nw...

haiz... 2:08 PM

no one will ever understand hw i'm feelin nw...

haiz... 2:08 PM

haiz......

fate is always playing a cruel joke on me....
jus before my do or die final exams next tues....
u tell me dat u've lyk dat guy when all along u've been denying it...????

haf u ever spared a thoughts abt my feelings ma???

hw the hell am i gg to revise for my exams wif a heavy heart???

i hate failures....

all i noe is,if i do really failed my final exams...
it'll b e end of e road for me....

i noe a lot of pple cant wait to c me die...
so pple out there... jus wish dat i'll fail my exams bahx...

i'm tired of all this liao le....
i no longer haf a strength to pull myself back up again liao le..

i'm tired...

haiz....

this yr will b another fcuking yr for me le bahz...

so wad if i've great self-belief????
so wad if my mental strength is gd???

becos after all...

i still failed..... 11:50 AM

hmmm....

here to blog liao le..

tnh much to sae jus dat rotting at home...
anyway..
went wrk ytd n collected quite a lot of angbaos frm wrk aunties...
thks pple...

haha..

nth much to sae liao le bahx..

jus dat exams r startin next tues...
it's either a do or die...

will i be able to revise for it..

i dun tink so bahx...
lack of confidence in myself...

haiz...

i'll do things my way, my style...
though i'm happy n proud wif wad i've done during CNY at wrk..

i've chose to come back n i've made a big difference...

dat's all for nw le bahx..
tc.. =) 11:20 AM

hmmm...

here to blog liao le..
back frm wrk ard 2.20am...
will not b slping todae as i'll be wrking soon...
startin wrk at 6am later....n wrk till 5pm..
hope i can take it..

lol..

anyway..
wrk was alrite todae bahx..

though when started wrk quarrelled wif e drinks de promoter n shoutin etc..
but in e end,
make peace wif him....

cant believe myself dat i'll do dat...
it's a miracle...

overall...
wrk was fcukin tired for e past few days..

gonna chiong for e 2nd last tym later liao le...

i admit my mood haf been fcuking bad over e past few days n all those aunties n supervisors haf tok to me abt it asking me to cool dwn etc...

but.. all i can sae is,
i'm sry...
let me b e role of a bad person for something gd to succeed...
becos it's worth it.....
i dun mind doing all those things so dat e plan will go smoothly....
one other reason y i'm back to wrk is to make sure things wont go haywire during tis period...

anyway...
exams r startin next tues liao le..
but nvm...
hopefully i can really revise for it...
lol..

hmmmm... jus read finish someone's blog...
seein dat someone feelin so xin fu n happy nw,
i admit i'm happy for u...
hope u've finally found ur true love...
all e best to u...


perhaps i've really give up on u liao le bahx...
n

someone is beginning to enter my heart liao le....

29th of jan..
dat's e dae i'm fallin for someone else n it's also e dae where my love for u is gone forever...
3:33 AM

hmmmm.....

here to blog a while b4 gg for wrk soon...

for e past 2 daes,wrk frm 7am-2am..
damn tiring sia...
1st tym wrk for so long...

1st dae wrk still can take it..
but after wrk end at ard 2am for e 1st dae,din really slp den jiu go wrk liao le...
at the end, ytd was fcukin blur n dizzy throughout,but i'm glad i still can take it....

n thks to all aunties n supervisors whu showed care n concern for me n asking me to rest if possible....

anyway...

after a gd slp last nite or rather sae early tis morning,i'm feelin much refreshed nw liao le..
haha..

jus 2 more daes left after today le...
will b giving my very best at wrk for tis few daes....

hope i can control my fiery temper at wrk for tis few days....
else all hell will break lose lyk wad happen on sat morning....

dat's all for nw le bahx...

when i'm tired or moody,i dun give a fcukin damn to anything else...
n yes... it's tym i plae e role of e bad person at wrk liao le...

=) 11:11 AM

lazy to blog ma today..

jus went for e NS medical check-up n back hme ard 12pm..

din chose to go wrk after dat..

was feelin very tired n dizzy...

stay at hme rest..

nth much le..

tml gg wrk from 7am-2am..
hope i can take it..

TO DAT FCUKER WHU IS USING MY NAME N SPAMMING OTHER PPLE BLOG...
GT GUTS ADMIT WHU U R..
DUN BE SUCH A WIMP... OK??? 11:08 PM